I was Ashtyn’s scribe tonight as she shared some of her thoughts: I don’t think Ethan and I, or Morgan and I, or Chandler and I, are going to fight much anymore. We are closer now even though we aren’t together. I feel it in my heart. I can feel them with me. I’m glad it’s me doing this instead of them. It breaks my … Read More →
Faith
I have always found myself looking ahead and planning for the future. Change has never been a fear of mine. When things don’t end up how they were envisioned, I adapt. Naturally I look at Ashtyn’s health the same way. I don’t know the future, though I can’t help but think about it. It doesn’t matter what I think will happen, however I can’t help but look … Read More →
Relying On What I Know
Ashtyn has had a temperature for over six days which is concerning the doctors. Each lab work that has been done continues to show no signs of infection. At noon she had a CT scan to discover whether or no … Read More →
In Her Own Words
FROM ASHTYN: I was at school and didn’t feel well. I felt like collapsing so I called my mom to pick me up. She came in and I told her I needed to go to the doctor. We went to the Holladay Instacare. I was really scared because I have always hated getting poked with shots. They poked me five times trying to get some … Read More →
God’s Orchestra
Today was a day that she grieved. Grieved for losing the life she once knew. It was a day of sorrow for not being able to go home. It was a day of stress with all the medications, vital signs, medical talk, and being attached to an IV pole … Read More →





